| hey! |
[Jul. 31st, 2004|07:00 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | fucking awesome | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Ashlee Simpson-La La | ] |
Havent done this in a whole minute,but yea just decided to let everyone at Lj know how im doing..haha
well since my last entree alot of bullshit has happend but oh well..lost sum friends but gained so much more over that little time period.
As for me and michael.everything is as fuckin awesome as ever.we have a strong love for eachother that no one can break and im thinking its going to stay that way.
ive been going out alot with tha crew and damn i love those guys.they are like my big brothers so i c why my mom trusts them all so much and lets me come home at like6 or 7 in the morning.they're grreat!
Me and Cucie are still the best of friends and its going to be that way forever!Thats my sister man.ive never had a friendship as strong as me and cucs.its just so crazi how it took awhile for me to see who my REAL bestfriend was.I love u cucie!!!
Well i guess thats it for now people.i'll update more often..later fellerz |
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| *him*and CUCIE!!! |
[May. 18th, 2004|10:13 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  im happy.he keeps me that way | ] |
| [ | music |
| | toxxxxxxxxic...HAHA..havent heard this in awhile | ] |
he is always on my mind...and that is what keeps me smiling!!!!!!
omfg so cuc is the fuckin ultimate bestfriend..i swear to fucking god without her this year would have fucking sucked...jesus i love that bitch!!!!!!seriously...fawk..lol..shes AWESOME!!!!me and her were saying lastnight that even tho its really sad that the seniors are leaving its gonna be alright because WE HAVE EACHOTHER!!!!!hehehe..gosh shes grreat..PINKY N DA BRAIN!!hahahaha..welps we r havin a little party here in 2nd period and im hungry..so imma go eat..aite den late... |
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| Hey yea so |
[May. 18th, 2004|10:09 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored outta my mind | ] |
| [ | music |
| | trance musik | ] |
Hey hey hey..im bored...bbmak (daniel)is supposed to come in here to play guitar for me..sooo yea he needs to hurry up.im hungry..:-/...hmmm..im just chillin here listening to this trance cd linda burnt for me.shes so kool...i want ice cream..lol..i went and picked up cuc yesterday to go get some...arent u supposed to eat dinner before dessert?well me and cuc ate ice cream..then we wanted chinese so we went next door and ate.craziness...and as u know when me and cuc have the car to our selves its a blast..well..iono im bored..so imma go...aite den l8
*iheartMB* |
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| Hi |
[May. 13th, 2004|10:00 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  im happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nada | ] |
OMG MARIBEL CAME TO CLASS!!!!!!!!!!!FOR THE 1ST TIME IN LIKE 1 MONTH!!HEHEHE(just thot id share that info!)
im in a good moood today so hopefully no one fucks that up!!!!!]
brandi told me some news that made me very happy!!!
(CONGRATS BITCH)
THIS BLOWS..i have to go to saturday skool because i didnt make up all my hours...but oh well..i only really go out at night unless i go to the mall or something..so yeaaa..i feel kinda bad tho cuz i gotta leave my mommie for 6 hours..aww poor mom!hehebut yea this isnt gonna fuck up my weekend imma make the best of it!ADEMA(adam)AND ME R DOIN BREAKFAST CLUB!!yay!..hehe
well im bored..so later |
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| Lastnight...lmfao! |
[May. 12th, 2004|10:16 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  im tired and i hate skool | ] |
| [ | music |
| | NOTHING | ] |
SO yea yesterday i got a call from the branster and she asked if i wanted to go help her set up for that senior candlelight peprally thingy..so i was like yea sure y not..so my mommie dropped me off at brandis and we chilled there for awhile and talkin about THINGS..and people that look like boys..hahahhahaha...anyways...then we left and went to te skool..dude little did i know that we were going to have to like 1300 candles that were in paper bags with sand..it was crazi..so we finished putting the bags in the right spot and got to lighting..dude it was hard because the freakin wind was blowing and there were only like 10 ppl there helping us.and this one chik kept lightin bags on fire!then i got a call from daniel barbosa and he was on his way so i warned him that he was going to be helping us..haha..so yeaaaaaa...after like an hour we got ALL the bags on the bleachers lit..and by that time it was already like 820 and the thing was supposed to start at 8..so they turned offf the staduim lights and we hadda get outta there..lol..so we went to the other side of the field and i had NO idea that we were actually spelling out "SENIORS 2004"it looked sooo freaking awesome!!!!!!!it was great..so i was proud of the work i did...then we watched the slide show and it was sooo freakin sad,they seem to always play the saddest songs in the world when they do that.so yea..me and brandi were like OMG THIS IS FUCKIN SAD!and thinking about when its 2007 and we all have to leave eachother..*tear*but yeaaaaa..then when that was over i was hungry so barbosa decided to take us to wendys in p-vlle.we didnt wanna go inside so we just sat in the car and ate and talked then i hear this loud exaust and i look up and automatically i know its CJ SHAHADY!!!i was like o my god its CJ!so me and brandi yell out the window and he dosent hear us so brandi jumps outta the car and runs over to him..then i hear another loud exaust and i look up AND ITS JOHN HAROLD..i was like oh gosh i shoulda known these boys are always together!but yea then they said hi and whatever and left..AND I GUESS DANIEL FORGOT TO FREAKIN TURN THE LIGHTS Off so WHEN HE TRIED TO TURN ON THE CAR IT JUST TURNED OFF AND DIDNT TURN ON.i was like GRREEEAAATTT.so yea.then we called ben castro to come help us!and being the nice kid he is he did.nd it still wouldent start..so yea i called john and he got there like 20 mins later and yeaaa they were still puzzled as to why it wouldent start...then i tried and guess what guys..IT TURNED ON!hahaha..yea im good im good.I GOT THE MAGIC TOUCH MAYNE..hahahahaha..but yeaaa..then he took brandi home then he took me home.over all it was a crazi.fun night..haha..welps im tired so imma go..aite den l8 |
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| im going retarted |
[May. 10th, 2004|10:55 pm] |
YEA SO IF U READ MY LAST ENTREE ON THE BOTTOM I PIT"I STABBED CUC FOR THREATENING CUC"what the fuck..i meant to say I STABBED ROSE FOR THREATENING CUC..im so dumb..
and i also put that my dad was"the camp"when i meant THE CHAMP..gee golly..im stuoid..OHHH WELLLL..lol
IM LOVING LIFE..THIS WEEKEND IS GOING TO RAWK!YET AGAIN..with Cucie
...later |
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| Hey... |
[May. 9th, 2004|09:59 pm] |
So yeaa uhh this weekend was pretty ko0l...friday i was supposed to go to this stupid spanish shit,but on th way there me cuc and my dad started talkin about throwing knifes and playin pool so i just told my dad to turn the truck around so we could go play pool...so we went back home,my dad ate and we went to go play pool at slick willies that wass FUNNNNN playin pool in Mini skirts with cuc is my new hobby!!hahaha..thats the BEST!my dad (which is the camp!!)was showing me and cuc new tricks..cuc is gettin good..and me..well i kick ass!!(not to brag)but yeaaa...i think that my favorite thing to do now..is play pool...then we went to drop cuc off and i went home...that night michael came over with a little bit and yea..im in love..i admit it..damn..finally i went to sleep at like 4am.
i woke up at 9:00 went to eat breakfast with my mommie...from there we went to lakeline mall,im starting to hate that mall..they dont have shyt...iono..maybe its just me.whatever..thennnnn we left the mall at like 1 and i wanted to go to the drag.so we went..i went into urban outfitters and my mom shows me this book they haave about dilodos and shit..and shes like laughing her ass off..hhahaha..then she grabs another book and its about what kinda weed there is and how to roll one..and different types of "styles"there are to roll it..u shoulda seen it man it was crazi...thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn we went to 6th street because i wanted to go to coyote ugly and get this shirt...and they actually let me in..haha...i was kinda surprised because outside it said"if u dont have an id dont bother"or sum shit..but yea they were kool and they let me in.i got the shirt and we left........
i got home around like 5 and cucie monster called and she came over..we just chilled at my house and had laughs about how i stabbed cuc for threatening cuc..and about stupidass people..and about how this fuckin year went by reallllly quick...then i took the little niggabitch home..haha..yea and im tired of this crap so imma finish this later..haha..bye |
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| Yeaaa sooo |
[May. 6th, 2004|10:42 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused as to y tylers stupid | ] |
| [ | music |
| | tyler laughing...jackass | ] |
What it do?me NOTHING just sittin here talkin to tyler!hes sucha koolness guy!!hehehehehe...we just went to the vending machines..and yea i just finished my food...yea yea yea..im BORED...tyler isint entertaining me anymore.he sux!!!!!ahahahahhaa..just kidding!well imma go now..later |
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| nice song huh!!! |
[May. 5th, 2004|10:28 pm] |
Why can't I shake this feeling of no hope?
Why does it feel like nothing I can do will help me?
Why am I always alone when I need somebody the most?
I still don't feel like living...
Why can't I ever do anything right?
Am I the one to blame or is this life just to hard for me?
Does anyone care?
"Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort
Suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a f*** if I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding
Would it be wrong, would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
I really don't know..
I wish someone would hold me back...
Just hold me tight...
I'm so tired of closed arms trying to comfort me...
I know it sounds childish,
But you have no idea how scrared I am,
and this silence is making it worst..
My fears are coming to be real... I'm all alone...
In my moment of moving or falling, I'm all by my self.
If I die tonight, I'll die alone.....
I'm sorry I'm not good enough for the world,
At least I can tell my self I tried my hardest...
It's not my fault its not good enough..
It is my fault for not being enough.....
Its all my fault.. but what can I do?
I keep telling my self I'm not to blame..
But everything points right back to me.
And I'm down on my knee's, praying for a miracle..
For some SIGN that I DON'T need to TAKE MY LIFE away... |
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| omg guys u know what |
[May. 5th, 2004|10:04 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  i just love people | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nothing | ] |
IM SO IN FUCKIN LOVE WITH MICHAEL BAISA!!!!
i love Brandi
i love Cuc
i love Adam
annndd....
i love Fantastik
ANNNDDD...
i love Ruth!! |
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| Nice day...yea right |
[May. 5th, 2004|09:54 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | im...koo | ] |
| [ | music |
| | let it out..hoobastank! | ] |
Sooo yeaaaaaa..i got up,didnt want to knowing i was going to have to go to freaking ISS..ugh..MAN that was sum fucking bull shit forreal yo!!!MAN..standin up havin to hold tihs heavy ass book and copying down these rules and quotes and pharagraphs and shit!man that was a fucking pain in the goddamn ass.KIDS I SUGGEST U NEVER GET CAUGHT WHEN UR DOING SOMETHING WRONG AT SKOOL BECAUSE U DONT NOT WANT TO HAVE TO GO TO ISS!!especailly cuz ur ganna get scared of the picture of rose gonzoles in there..man..ugh...anyway
after skool michael called me over to where he was so i went..man i swear i am in love with that boy!!!!anywho..yea my mom picked me up and michael and clayton needed a ride so havin the pymp ass mother i have she said sure...so we went to get gas and being the nice hott boy michael is he insisted on paying for it..but my mom didnt let him..then my mom was askin them where they wanted to go.and we were hungy so we went to Wendys.When we got there i felt like slappin the shit outta the cashier,he was being a lil dickface..but michael put his lil short ass in check..it was hilarious..MAYNE..i love that boy..and he like didnt let my mom pay for MY FOOOD..so he paid..hes sucha gentleman!no wonder i fell so hard for him!but anyways..yea..so clayton came inside affter smokin a cigarette..and me and michael were already sittin down,and clayton decides he wants to moon us,without paying attention that there was this girl behind us,this chik was like all scared after seeing claytons ass..hahaha...i would be too!!!then that cashier guy came from around the counter and started vaccuming!and he was like hittin michaels feet and shit..so michael just looked at him funny and the guy backed off..so we ate and then clayton decided he wanted to be mean to he spilled all his drink all over the floor..it was pretty mean..but funny..
.then we took those loser asses home..IM SO IN LOVE WITH MICHAEL BAISA!!anyways!that was the end of that
i get home and get online and my best bud bran isint feeling too well so to make her feel all better i invite her ass to go get sum ice cream..because ice cream cheers everyone up!hahha..so yea...i go pick her up and we head on over to marble slab.that just brought back memories of"PYMPS ON Parmer lane!!"those were the bestestest times!so yea we eat icecream and we see Chis and these other guys...FUCKING hotties!!!!!!!!anyway...yea we talked about snaggles lies and shit like that!so yea yea yea....that was great..then i took her home..and went home and left with my rents to go look at new cars....that was a pain in the ass...haha...well imma go now..im tired of typing!later people much love......1 |
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| Yea |
[May. 4th, 2004|05:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | IM SOO HAPPY | ] |
| [ | music |
| | let it burn! | ] |
Man its one beautiful day!and IM HAPPY!!!except for the fact that i have fucking ISS tomorrow because me and cuc got caught skipping..ugh..by mrs.smith..THAT FUCKING WHORE!!ugly bitch..anyways but YEA so yea that blows man!oh wellllls
,so everyone be sure to text me to keep me company and keep me busy..hahha
I LOVE MY MOM I SWEAR TO GOD I HAVE THE BEST FUCKING MOTHER IN THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD!!!!!!!oh my god..she kinda fixed shit with me and michael..MAYNE..shes the fuckin best...well yea..its a beautiful day..so imma go outside...later
one more thing...I LOVE CUC BRANDI AND BRANDON(fantastik)FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER!!! |
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| ITS OVER |
[May. 2nd, 2004|09:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  IM DEPRESSED..I LOST MY BABY.. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nothing...i just wanna cry really bad | ] |
ITS OVER WITH HIM..SO WHAT THE FUCK EVER!!!!!!!UGHHHHHHHHH!!!!I LOVED HIM..WHAT DO I DO?!?!?! |
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| Yea Yea Yea |
[Apr. 28th, 2004|02:29 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  determined to kill my dad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nothing.. | ] |
Well we took the Math taks today.on the last like 10 i got realllly lazy and just guessed whatever..
lifes going pretty damn well...other then havin a dickass dad things r awesome..i swear on day ya'll r gonna turn on the tv and see me on there and under my pic its going to say"Young Girl Shoots Her Father With His OWN Gun"..haha its gonna be GREAT..i really wanna spend sum quality time with my babe this weekend(if u know what i mean)hehehehe..EVIL..hahahaha...hes so hott..lol..anyway..im bored and nothing has happend recently..soooo im going to go now..later babes<3 |
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| Hey buddies |
[Apr. 27th, 2004|02:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | IM HAPPY | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nothing.. | ] |
yea so TAKS sucked balls....i think i prolly failed it....perhaps..anywho..things r going GREEATTT....im lovin life!!!!!hehehehehhe...after skool i have to stay for make-up hours...johns staying asnd so is cuc....we are gonna tell him to take us home..hehe:-)..anywho...friday me and cuc are going to see MEAN GIRLS!she says we have to do something together since she has prom on saturday....:-(..BUT LUCKILY SHES GOING WITH THE JEFF MAN!yipeeeee!!!!!hehehehe..I LOVE MICHAEL YO!hehehehehehe,welps....imma go now..later... |
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| Well |
[Apr. 26th, 2004|10:57 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  i dont know? | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Hoobastank..unaffected | ] |
Today was pretty much a blurr...i dont even know what happend..hahaha..just know someone got told off by someone else or something like that..i dont know..thats not my bizz so im not going to get into it..i promised myself no more drama..things r fixed with me and my babe and thats all im worried about..i love him soo much!and some stupid fuckers juts dont understand that!so if ur one of them,just stay outta it..lets stop actin like middle skoolers guy,spreading rumors..get a life!Well..imma go now...later...muah! |
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| Hey foolz |
[Apr. 24th, 2004|10:11 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | yea..sure.. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nothing/////// | ] |
Aite wut up,dis is da start ta mah update,and mayne it is a good one..damn..today was pretty fuckin eventful yo.the first thing i gatta mention is what went on at skoo...not much mang..it was pretty..boring..people there suck..especially people who talk shit about other people when they shouldet..cuz mayne,they throwed...shyt..aite well thats it
SOOOOOOOOOOO after skoo we went to da store and my mommmie purchased me,lindz,and dat nigga cuc some drank...YAYUH!hahahahhaha...so anyway,um yea that was fun..then we came home...and we crused man..man we were blastin some ollllld skoo rap man..it was crazi...i hadent herd that shyt in awhile!but anyways,all of a sudden we dis nicca on a skateboard lookin lost,and man it just happend to be MY BOY NICK..so i told him to jump in and i gave him a ride to the store.....him and cuc were in the backseat chillin with his skateboard,he was laughin his ass off when cuc was makin comments about the black kid fallin in da sewer..hahaha.gosh that kids a trip!!!....So when we got to the store,nick says thanx and walks str8 up to sum thugs that were there...hes crazi fool...i thot they were ganna jump him,but it turns out they were just his friends..haha...and he told them to go buy him "something"from the store..hehe,crazi kid...
so we come home after cruzin for like an hour and cuc gettin car sick cuz i was drivin so damn fast..(poor cucie)..and we see this hooka vanessa over there with ivory and his people...haha..dat gurls crazi...it was hella funn thoe when she would try to walk up to us and we would take off inside,so she would try to play it off and act like she was gettin up to play bball,wata dick...sucker...hahahhaha
Then we ate,and started puttin our bathin suits on...all of us thought we looked fast in our bathin suits,but..leat is aint waffles,,ya know?So we headed to my g-mas and jumped in..after lindz and cuc got mud thrown at them by my gangsta cuzin...who by the way..is 6..hahahhahha.pYMP..so anyways we tried to drown cuc...but..didnt suceed...OH WELL maybe next time...so after being in the poool for awhile,we went and sat in the hottub...that was fun...me and lindz discoverd "leg grips"well...if ever take mike and someone other guy for lindz in there..we know what to do..hahahhahahahahhahahahahahahaha.yea yea yea...mayne thats alot...and im just begginin..anyways...yea so we chilled in there for awhile then came home..and took showers..(unlike some people)and blow dried our hair and straightend it for the very eventful we knew we were ganna have.so yea anwyays
we went outside wit our drank and sat on my dads truck bed and watched the guys play bball and cheeeeeerd them on.yea yea yeaaaaaaaaaaa..and sum bullshit happend..we the cops called on us for disturbin da peace..hahaha...fags....that was fun thoe..lol...mayne..so anyways yea if u wanan know more bout that go to "nevermind_520"thats lindz!aite well im outie...later.. |
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| Hey loserasses |
[Apr. 22nd, 2004|12:55 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  people needa stay out my life! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Let it burn...Usher | ] |
Hey..whats up...im sick..still...it sux..and im gettin WORSE!im just going to leave during like 3rd period....cuz i cant even fucking talk!..
so can someone PLEASE tell me why people get into other peopls bizz..and WHY people talk shit...someone saying im playing michael..fuck that shit!i LOVE michael with allll my fuckin heart and im NOT the kinda person that would do that..especially to michael!that boy is my everything!im sooooo lucky to have him..because i know he can do better then me...yet...hes still with me...and he thinks i ignore him but i just dont want to get on his nerves!i dont wannabe a gaddamn clingy girlfriend!cuz i know i dont like clingy guys...so yea..i dunno..he thinks i dont wanna spend time with him...but i do..i just dont want him to get tired of me...so yea..anyways..people juts needa shut the fuck up and not say shit about what they THINK they know..and have no idea about...Y would i play michael with sum stupid character anyways?FUCK that...michael is better then any fuckin guy...hes...PERFECT..for me anwyays..so yea..FUCK ALL YA'LL MA FUCKIN HATERS..GET A FUCKIN LIFE AND STAY OUT OF MINE!BUT YES..AS I ALWAYS SAY...IM GLAD TO KNOW IM THE CENTER OF UR FUCKIN LIFE BITCH...
ON a better note...this weekend cuc and lindz and brandi are gonna be over...YAY..hehe i think so anyways..i know cuc and lindz are but iono if bran is..she better go swimmin with us..so i can drown her..hahaha..:-p...YuP..then i gatta teach cucster how to swim!yay! this will be SO exciting..hahahhaha...so i think this weekend will rock..hehe..
OH YEA I GOT MY INTERNET BACK!!!I GOT IT LASTNIGHT!yay!yay!yay!yay!yay!yay!DSL ROCKS!AND ITS SOO FAST HOMIES..hehehe..YAY!now me and cuc can be online all the time..never sign off...and be idol and stuff..HAHAHHA..its gon be da shyznit..haha..but yea im soo happy those fuckers turned it on..i think it was cuz i called and bitched so damn much..haha...
aite well i guess that enough..imma go now...later babes! |
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| im fucking sick |
[Apr. 21st, 2004|10:03 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  im sick gaddamnit!!! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | hoobastank.... | ] |
This fawkin sux..im SICK....ugh...i dont even feel like doing this..later.. |
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| Hey Homies |
[Apr. 20th, 2004|01:26 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  anxious for friday | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ummm nothin.. | ] |
Hey Hey Hey
yo ppl what it dooo?!?!me nothing here just chillllin in first period bored as fawk..im takin my entertainment for 2nd period away again,hopefully maribel is there to entertain me with her very..uhh..whats the word...retarted love makin stories..hahahahhaha...;-).....DAMN...michael looks GOOD today!!!!hes wearin a shirt that says"RIDE ME"..and to tell u the truth...if i got him alone...I SO WOULD..hahhahaha...GAAAAAAADDDDDDAAAAAMMMMMN...SHYT..ok lemme calm down...shyt..
so yea i got in the jucuzzi yesterday after skool,damn that shit was sooo HOT..it felt realllly good tho...today imma get in the pool,i didnt get in yesterday because it was kinda cold.Man that pool is so freakin BLUE..its beautiful..haha...cant wait to start havin parties over there man!Perhaps me and michael will have some GOOOOD makeout sessions in that pool..hahhahahaha...welps iono this summer is ganna be CRAZI,its going to be a beautiful summer..hahaha...Mayne its gon' be PYMP...i can already see it..loungin by the pool,going to the beach,shyt..
Me and Cuc had another talk about people that are FUCKIN HATERS!man omfg dude y do asian girls hate so much?man...the guys are awesome(most of em)but man the girls are so catty..shit...its aweful..and man now they r talkin shit about cuc when cuc dosent do shit to any of em...oh well cuc..just tell em this"ITS NICE TO KNOW IM THE CENTER OF UR FUKIN LIFE,I KINDA LIKE THE ATTENTION!!"hahaha..."GAME OVER,I WIN!" Well yea..fuck em...oh yea and this is me and cucs weekend!i cant wait!!!im just waitin for friday to roll around.its gonna be fun stuff mayne..hopfully lindz will be able to grace us with her presence..haha...
I MET LINDZ'S MOM!shes kooolness!hehe...i went up to her and shook her hand and introduced myself,i was actin like a reallly good kid.it was great..so yea lindsays mom loves me..haha..she was like"aww ur so beautiful,and ive heard so much about u"i was like well thank you!hehe...then i walked off...maybe soon she will meet my mom and lindz will be able to spend the night with me and cuc and we can have good times with ivory across the street..haha..
aite well i think ive written enough for now,i hope so anyways!aite well l8er pymps |
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